Very confused...please answer???????????!!!???

k, so....first of all, i have an emotional connection, and a physical attraction to women.........i have a physical attractive to very few men, no emotional connection, cant see myself being in a long relationship with a man...........like i said, i find women very attractive, but for some reason, im not into that much......its weird cause i would love to see them with a bra and underwear on, but as soon as they'd take the bra off, im not that into it.....i think its just because i havent seen alot of them before, but i dont know...............and as for men, i dont find their p**is' all that attraction, just what i can see with clothes on.........help...im extremely confused.......i think im bi, with a way bigger preference for women, but im not sure, what do u think????????oh....and im pretty butch too, not dress wise, but attitude wise, and i havent came out to my parents, but when i do, im dressing butch because most of the time a feel like im a guy....................and there are very few men that im attracted to