Honestly How come its soo hard to fall in luv or someone to fall in love with me! am i a loser?myspace/aotcs?

seriously im honestly lonely im not to happy with the way things are in my life.. im supposed to be flying out to Baltimore tommarow for training for a job in hawaii on a cruise.. but it doesnt seem like its happening and its seriously puting a Dent in my life... honestly ive reached a new low my hearts broken but not by anyone but by life.. seriously if loves soooooo Grand why cant it get me outta this mess? uhhh i don't know really. anyways myspace.com/aotcs thats my profile. u can read more about my life there.